Neuro appt. went well.

I asked him everything I meant to ask him. I took my list.

I'm so nervous tonight. Tomorrow morning I go way up on my Rebif dose: from 8 to 22 mcgs. I think Todd will have to give me the shot.

I'm very nervous. The side effects aren't gonna be pretty. Argh. Really, though, what are my choices? What choice do I have? When was the last time I felt well? What wouldn't I do just to feel well again? Yeah, I'd do this. I'll do this. I just have to hang on.