Michele's Blog

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I never said I was a little ray of sunshine.

That last post hurt to write. It took all my energy; the black depression tsunami hits me and I go under.

I still cry my eyes out. I'm alone way, way too much of the time; many of my trusted friends are long gone.

There are a few people I can confide in, but even those relationships--well--I hear the clock ticking.

Okay, ya know, I meant to write something cheerful today and that just ain't happening! So I'm gonna stop. Oh my heck, my kids sure are cute though. That's a happy thought.

I'll have a bowl of granola and watch an episode of Scrubs. Enough of this!


  • At 9:55 PM, Blogger Denise said…

    I love you. And I miss you.

  • At 3:48 PM, Blogger Alison said…


    I saw your picture at exmosocial and went to your profile after reading your photo caption "when I could still walk..."

    Please PM me at exmosocial sometime. My older sister has MS.

    Sincerely, Alison

  • At 9:23 PM, Blogger Jennifer said…


    I'm glad you updated your blog. I've been worried about you for almost a year- wondering if you are mobile and how you are managing pain.

    It sounds like you are hanging in there fighting and trying to function. All the drugs and depression can't be easy.

    Every so often someone asks about you on the RfM board.

    I mostly wanted to say hi. If you ever want to complain or bitch, I'm here for you!

    Jennifer (Dagny)

  • At 1:47 PM, Blogger LISA EMRICH said…


    I have an MS Blogger Project underway over at my place. Please visit MS Awareness, Blogging Friends, and a little Link Love to join in.


  • At 12:19 PM, Blogger herrad said…


    I came across your blog via the Carnival Of MS Bloggers, I am Herrad, my blog is
    http://accessdenied-livingwithms.blogspot.com/ also on the list.

    You may be interested to hear about a new, unique and inclusive Global Multiple Sclerosis Community providing not only up to date MS News and Stories, but a place where those affected by Multiple Sclerosis can communicate with others affected by the disease, and the wider public, by means of Online Blogs, Discussion Forums and Net-based social interaction, which the Multiple Sclerosis Resource Centre launched last Thursday in collaboration with cre8Buzz.

    Why not come and have a look, there are already some established MS bloggers signed up, and maybe join in, it is a great way to promote your blogs etc.



  • At 6:17 PM, Blogger LISA EMRICH said…

    Hi, I apologize for the 'form' letter but it is the easiest way to pass word most quickly.

    I am thrilled with the response to the MS Blogger project started at my blog, Brass and Ivory. I appreciate all those who took time to post about it on their blogs. I have discovered even more bloggers who have MS, whether they blog about the MS or not. A new listing is available at MS Blogger Community Project Revised.

    Secondly, I'm looking for submissions for next week's Carnival of MS Bloggers. Information can be found at the end of each issue archived at Carnival of MS Bloggers. What I'm looking for this week are posts related to creativity. I discovered so many new bloggers who quilt, or knit, or crochet, or write, or photograph, etc. Basically, what do you do to express yourself?

    Thank you so much for participating.

    Lisa Emrich

    P.S. I also apologize for any increased 'spamming' of blog comments due to my growing linklist of bloggers with MS. For that I am sincerely sorry.

  • At 7:29 AM, Blogger herrad said…

    Take care and keep warm and happy
    Have a happy Winter Solstice and a great Christmas.




  • At 3:13 PM, Blogger herrad said…

    Hello Michelle

    How are you?
    Hope you are ok shame you do no post anymore.
    See from your friends comments that you are loved and missed.
    I do not know you like they do but I too miss you.
    Keep warm and well.
    Look forward to seeing a post from you soon.


  • At 5:06 AM, Blogger herrad said…

    Hello Michelle,

    Hope you are ok shame there is no mail address so you could be contacted.
    Really worried how you are.
    It's 15 February 2009 hope to see a new post soon.
    Take care.

  • At 10:26 AM, Blogger Herrad said…

    Hi Michelle,
    Hope you are well.
    Take care.

  • At 4:05 PM, Blogger Herrad said…

    Happy Christmas.


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